Sunday, December 20, 2009

Christmas Break.. no school. Thank God.

Hey everyone who doesn't read my blog.. ever. It has been forever and a day since I last updated. I apologize. I'm watching Band of Brothers and just finished pre-screening some books for Invisible Children at Mizzou. We're doing really well with points. I figured since I wasn't doing much anyway, thought i'd update. Finals time has been so busy. I don't think I had ever been that busy around finals time. Guess that comes with actually going to legit college. I heard though that Stephens is really rough anyway, which makes me feel GREAT.. because I tend to die a little inside when put under pressure.

Overall, I think this semester went alright. There were some things about my non-fashion classes that I didn't like, but you'll have that. I pretty much know my grades, except for my Econ and Media&Culture grades. My teacher isn't posting or letting any of us know, and of course those classes are the ones i'm most worried about. I need to stop thinking about it, because i'm kinda making myself sick with worry over it. My fashion class was awesome though. Everyday in class was pretty much a constant conversation about the fashion industry, and shopping. It was awesome. My teacher was fabulous too. Her name is Courtney and she knows a lot about fashion. She's also really nice so that was a plus.

Next semester I have a couple more fashion classes. I can't remember exactly what they are but i'm excited. I also have an internship class, so hopefully that'll make me feel better about applying for internships next summer. Even though i'm looking forward to some classes, i'm not so excited about the fact that Monday-Thursday, I have a night class starting at 6. It's gonna suck, but it could be worse. I could have a night class on Friday. Plus, since I have so many late classes, I can sleep in. Doesn't give me much opportunity to work though. That sucks because I don't have money. I'm hoping i'll get money for Christmas or something.

I feel like my modeling class went really well, and I learned a lot from it. I can now successfully walk in heels without feeling bad about myself, and I have gained a better since of posture. I really enjoyed it though. I wasn't a fan of knowing I was being judged, but if I do actually get into modeling in the future it'll be constant judging. I feel like i'm starting to accept the fact that i'm me and there's nothing I or anyone can do to change that, so i'm going to need to start taking things with a grain of salt. Some of the girls are bitches though. You can tell. I'm NOT a fan of that.

I'm just so glad it's Christmas Break. It's nice to not have homework to do. I probably won't update again, since I don't really have any school work or fashion stuff to write about. Who knows though. If i'm bored, I just might. It'd be nice to know if anyone reads this. I'll probably still update for the future, but for now it'd just be nice. That's all. Hope everyone has a good Christmas and a Happy New Year!